Tampere entrance examination was yesterday. I really have not had time to think about what I think about it. It went badly, I'm sure. Or does it, at least not as far gone, that admission would be no hope. Can now see how the energy is no longer sufficient to Jyväskylä Tuesday's test. Somehow, I had put all my energy into that yesterday, when I would prefer to stay in Tampere. Still should be able to read. Today I mainly just slept.
In the Team took place after the test to eat in New York and had a wonderful time. The food was good, and I took up DESSERT! It was a cozy feeling when it was all the guys there. I have them miss. I am the most sane and happy just the company. We also went to the bar watching fudiksen the opening game and drinking cider. Two cider rang in the end of time unexpectedly. When I came home I was so tired that I did not like too tired to wash the make-up and crash into bed.
Should I have a feeling I'm doing something different after this test? I do not really know. It was difficult, however. I do not know. Pretty useless here now entertain any hopes, I know enough so that it does not go as well as it should have been.
Our cat is sick. It is getting really old, 15-year-old and pretty weak. It is not just eating a lot and not too tired to walk any. Sleeps mostly. Today it started breathing pretty hard. I can not take it off the bed. Then the collapse. I try to be strong and prepare for it in advance, but I just can not stand it. I can not stand the idea that everything ends. I can not stand the fact that everything changes. My childhood has not left any longer.
